It’s the middle of the night and you’re still laying on your bed, awake. You’re thinking of him. And he’s sleeping without worry. He’s not thinking of you.
Wake up! He’s not the type of guy who’ll hug you from behind when you’re crying. He’s not the type who will wipe your tears when you fight. He’s not your ideal guy but you still stay and love him. He’s not the guy from your dreams. He will never be that type of guy.
I hate crying silently. I hate hiding my tears from the people I love. But what I hate the most is making them worry when they see me cry. I learned how to hide everything and sometimes, it gets really tiring. I hate locking myself up in the bathroom just to cry. I hate it when every night, I cry myself to sleep. I am getting tired of hiding my feelings but it’s for the best.
