- I love it when you initiate things. I love it when you text me first, when you send me morning greetings, sweet and long messages along with those that say everything else will be okay. I love knowing that you care, that you're by my side. I love it when you make me feel I am loved and cared for. I want you to know that I am grateful and these things mean a lot to me.
“Words are so heavy.”
I told myself last night that tomorrow will be better. I think today got even worse. *sigh*
I woke up early, and turned on the television. I slept pretty late last night so I just wanted to stay in bed until I have to pack up my things because I’ll be leaving for Manila later. So far, I am not stressed because of school work. I am stressed because of the things I have to do in our house and at the dorm.
Instead of watching TV and resting, all I did this morning is cook, clean, and pack. *sigh*
I still have 30 minutes before I start preparing to leave. I am so tired. I’m supposed to leave at 4pm but my groupmates in Thesis decided to meet later at 2pm so I have to leave my place at 11am.
I also have to pay the bills later. And I am still making ways on how to make up for the shortage. My piggy bank’s crying! And I don’t want to withdraw from the bank. I can do this. I know I can. Good thing I finished my homework in Research last week to be passed tomorrow.
Oh please God, let me survive this week.
“The less you respond to negative people the more peaceful your life will become.”
“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.”
“I want to roll over at 2 a.m. to a kiss from you not a text message”
“I am a strong person. But every once in a while I would like someone to hold my hand and tell me things are going to be OK.”
“I like people with depth, I like people with emotion, I like people with a strong mind, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and also people that can make me smile.”
“Honestly, you just take a deep breath and say fuck it.”
Find someone who understands your silence.